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13 Apr 2002 / 2:18 p.m.
.:  railing

recently i tried to make things right with someone i'd neglected. we'd lost touch some years ago, but with the right words in the right order the oracle helped me find her.

it turns out that one of the sweetest people i've known is very very ill, and feeling alone. i don't know how to fix this, and i wish so very much that i could do something to make things better for her.

i am feeling so impotent. i flex/unflex my hands and grind my teeth. i don't want to fight the universe but sometimes it seems like the universe is full of shit.

i am such a lousy buddhist some days.

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